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Anonymous asked: I'm the same person who said i want to neck myself. my dad hates me and kicked me out of home while saying im a waste if air. my mum and I never talk. i never leave my room. i even eat on the floor in my room. i only have one true friend. my boyfriend dumped me because I'm not enough. i have failed school. im dumb goodbye career. i lives ages away from everyone. i hate myself. my feelings where so numb tonight that i was going to disappear. BUT YET YOUR KIND WORDS HAVE SAVED ME TONIGHT. iloveyou

Well it sounds like you are in a really dark place my love, and when your at your worst take heart because thats when god really has the opportunity to work in all areas of our life! thats always when i see the most change… for the better of course. And when your down, take heart because theres only one way… UP! But you really are believing those lies… I’m sorry to hear about your father, I hope and pray you have reconciliation with him, but don’t let him or his words define who you are angel, And if your mum and yourself don’t talk, maybe when your in a better frame of mind thats something you can work on. It takes courage but be open to it. You are your own worst enemy locking yourself in that room… and eating off the floor.. you deserve soo much more! and as hard as it seems.. GET OUT THERE… go sit in a field.. under a tree and appreciate LIFE and really give thought to the significance of life… and who you are! and when your there… get lost in dreams! WHO you want to become, WHAT you want to do, WHERE you would like to go, the FUTURE you want to live, even if its absurd…. get lost in that happiness of the possibility to come. I mean thats how the dream to working for billabong started with me… now look where i am? Keep that faith and those dreams alive and i promise you the unpossible will happen.. and it will be greater than any dream. And i have been through that.. the not having friends stage.. but look at it positively … like its a chance to make new, forever type friends. I am your true friend.. even if it is over cyber space… :) pfft… who cares if you failed school… thats in your past… why dwell on that? Half the worlds millionaires never even completed school. Its determination and its in the ‘now’ you need to focus on… and how you can better yourself in this moment. And your dumb? i don’t believe that, and deep down you don’t either. That is one big fat lie! you have so much to offer and give in so many ways. I know I’m not intellectually intelligent… never did well at school in maths, science or any of those things… my strengths were in the arts or sport… which doesn’t really get you all that far in school haha but im sure you have many strengths ur just not giving yourself credit for. And I’m not believing again that you hate yourself… because you are only hating the lies your thinking about yourself. You need to really change your thought pattern.. when you start thinking negatively… immediately stop and think of something positive! kill the darkness with light. I am so glad you didn’t disappear! because you have such a bright future ahead of you… and your a normal human being… iv been through it.. all people go through it and its just a stage you are at… you are going through some fog in that tunnel before you reach the light. Life was never meant to be easy… its all in how we overcome these obstacles in which we grow.
I am so very proud of you for seeking me…. and know that you were meant to write to me so god could speak through me to you.
I would love to meet you… where do you live? Whats your personal email so we can keep in touch? Stay strong! you are beautiful and perfect the way you are and the plans that are in store for you are FAR GREATER than you could even fathom! get excited on LIFE!

john 15:18 - “if the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me (jesus) first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own, as it is, you do not belong to the world, but i have chosen you out of the world, that is why the world hates you, but take heart, because I have overcome the world”

SO MUCH LOVE XXXX